Utter Shit

I am done pouting.  But I pouted aplenty yesterday.  Then I ate a billion calories of coconut oil popped corn.  Awesome.

If the worst thing to happen to me is that I am single forever, I should probably count myself lucky, right?  It will not kill me (except that eating alone leads to cancer or something – new research).  It will make me a spinster and people will always wonder if I am gay….but again….it will not KILL me.

Since I thought I was entertaining yesterday I got some stuff done.  The good things about being stood up?

-My house is clean.  All except that pesky laundry that somehow multiplies (I can get it clean, I  just find it hard to find time to get it folded).  I ran through the house “staging” yesterday.  The house shows me – eclectic.  Books on Dante and Edward Norton movies.  Family art and posters.  Milk glass and random trinkets. Leather couches and soft furry pillows.

-I bought flowers.  There is a delightful splash of purple in the center of the dining room table.  I also took a single camellia bloom (light pink with dark pink spatters) and floated it in water is a pedestal dish…it makes me happy.

-The fridge is clean.

-My cats love me.  (it gets real pathetic when you have to go there, huh?)

-I will pretty much never need to shave my legs again.

-Hell, I even straightened up the garage.  A messy garage drives me insane and it is something I have meant to do….I did not have a chance to get it actually organized, but at least it looks a little better.

-After 6 months I finally changed the light bulb on the front porch.  Now the pizza guy does not have to deliver in the dark.

-I even took the dead leaves off f the house plants.

-And?  AND????!!!  Since I had time, I ran into SF to get to Britex to look at fabrics and found nothing.  I MIGHT have a plan for bedding so I can finish working on decorating.

And what is on the agenda?  Work today, potentially lots of it.  And then PMS.