Filed under: Being Mere
I am having one of those weeks where I realize I have only 2 really good friends. Friends who might have my wants and needs at a close level to their own. The rest of the people? Not so much. Some are better than others, but for the most part, I think I only have those 2 that I can go to for help/reassurance/truth.
I am again faced with loyalty issues and rethinking my expectations of people. And I hate this. I hate working so hard and not actually enjoying life.
Every few years or so, I think about leaving. Selling it all, living without any obligations and starting over. Today, I went so far as to email an old boss. And I am thinking of contacting others. I am perusing job boards in other areas. I am starting a loose plan.
I really feel that it might be time for a fresh start.
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we fear change but in truth change is so refreshing – I was suffocating in SF……….Good luck Mere – YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!
Comment by turlie June 28, 2007 @ 9:05 am